Tuesday, March 18, 2008

i dunno whether i made the right choice to go into NY anot.. Since after march in NY, things haven been really good for me. Though my class are a great bunch of people, but there are some things and some memories that i dun wish to remember or have it.

been missin PJ since the very first day i enter NY.even though i crash the orientation in PJ, it jus made me miss it more instead of lettin me treat it as a farewell night for it. I missed the people there, the frens, teachers, the environment, the canteen, the lecture threatre, the parade square, the window, the santuary, etc etc.

though stayin in NY wasnt a bore, but recent events made me hope that if i had stayed in PJ. none of it will happen. i dun wish to elaborate about these events(sry to those who are readin this. but the person may know who am i referring to.).

waitin and waitin, my patience is truly running out.. definitely. i could no longer take the waitin anymore. it jus kept makin me unbearable.

JC wasnt as easy as i initially expected. Esp when im takin 4H2 now. i dunno how am i gg to balance my studies and my frens in future if i still dun concentrate on my sch work and keep thinkin of something else....

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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